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[ENTRA] DESCARGA MI LEGADO "ICEM3N"[ENTER]

THIS IS A HACKED LETTER I FOUND I HOPE YOU WILL READ THIS SOME DAY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE????? THIS LETTER WAS WROTE BY A GIRL TO AS AN OPEN LETTER A COMPUTER AND HERE IS FOR ALL THOSE LADIES THAT DON'T THINK OF WHAT THEY ARE DOING AND ALWAYS BLAME THE CONFUSION IS "BECAUSE I WAS CONFUSED"
I haven't been able to get you out of my head lately. It's been years. The last time we spoke, it was rather unfavorable. My heart broke into pieces after what you said to me and I spent a long time putting it back together. The scars are still there. I don't think that they will ever fade. Even though I'm incredibly happy right now and with someone else, I still tend to wonder a lot about you. I wonder how you are doing. I wonder if things are good for you. I also wonder (unfortunately) how things would be if I hadn't made the mistakes I made. I'm so sorry. What I did to you was immature and stupid and will never forgive myself. I sometimes think if I had been honest and told you the truth about how I felt, things would've been different. We wouldn't have had that dramatic evening. I knew you weren't happy in our relationship, otherwise you wouldn't have asked me to come over that night. The fork in the road was there for me that night. If I had made a different decision, things would definitely be different in my life today. But I stabbed you in the back instead. I regret it. Fully. I did it because I was angry with myself. I felt like if I destroyed things beyond repair, I could move on. I was wrong. I can understand why you were angry with me and said what you said to me months later. I still get choked up thinking about it now. If only I had taken a few steps back...if I had been patient and waited for you to make the choice to end what you had...I would've been right there...with open arms. We had a lot of drama both times that we were together. Always at the bitter end, though. Unspeakable things happened, and poor choices were made, especially one that I will regret forever. But, even so.... I wanted everything with you...if you had asked me I would've happily spent the rest of my life with you. I could be sharing my currently amazing life with you. When things started to change for me, I remember you saying that you wished you could be part of it. Deep down...I was wishing the same thing. I try to stick with my happy memories of you. Hearing your laugh was like music to me. You had a gorgeous smile. Your kisses.. ..oh...the kisses. They used to nearly send electricity through my body. I think of our first night by the beach.....and the last. Our late night drives. Sitting in your bedroom watching television while we stroked each other's hands. The way you would cutely ask me to scratch your back. The way you would moan if I licked or breathed on a certain spot on your neck. I still stop to smell the cologne that you wore whenever I'm at Macy's. I would drive by where you worked just to hopefully catch a glimpse of you (never did). Despite everything, I will love you until the day that I die. I am happy and love my significant other more than anything on this planet. But you still hold a very special place in my heart. And that is all. My open letter is finished. I just wanted to put this out there somewhere into the void and finally get it off my chest.